hi guys, its been so long that i last updated my blog.

mhmm, for the people who thinks that tiger (me) and bunny (fir) are no longer together,

you're definitely wrong. oh well, thank God our relationship is till ongoing.

today marks our 4th month together, alhamdulillah.

for the whole four months of being together, we've been through with

a lot of bad and good moments.

i can't deny that i am the self-centered one in this relationship.

well, shall phrase it this way; i used to be self-centered....

fir will have to agree with me because i am confidently saying

that i've changed for the better after the patch :')

i'm proud that we managed to pull it through despite

i was trying my very best to make him

hate me and stop finding me.

i shall not continue any further what went wrong

when we're not together.

it's the past though, let it burn and turn into ash.

what i can tell is that our love towards each other

is growing...sincerity hits and so will a long lasting relationship.

dear Mohd Firdaus,

i really have to thank you for every thing. thanks for taking good care

of me from the beginning till now... despite i was very egoistic towards you

before we patched things up, you're still the strongest guy ever that have

proven to me that not all guys are the same.

i might have hurt you a lot verbally, but deep down,

i know i'm just saying it just for the sake of being mad. 

eventually, i am the one regretting for what ive said and done.

cause whats done can never be undone.

i'm sorry if ive left you more than once and left things

hanging, making you worried, feeling emotionally hurt and cry...

i know that i'm the only girlfriend that you've ever shed a tear for,

but really, i don't feel special (maybe i do, but in some ways).

thus, i feel like a demonic person who is very heartless.

you know it's hard for me to appreciate someone until

something really knock some sense in me, don't you?

it took me three months to realize how much you meant to me.

yes, that's the biggest honesty i can ever tell you.

i bet other guys would've just thrown me away if they were you.

im not your luck, but you're mine, firdaus...

i don't know how am i suppose to say this, but really,

MARRY ME IF YOU STAND A CHANCE BABY!

people wouldn't know how much shit we've been through

until they've walk in our shoes.

they only see the egoistic side of me when

we have some tiffs.

i know i am draggy, i would even boast about

it in social networks.

but the truth....only rely on US.

i don't care what people have to say

about our relationship. cause whats important now is

your attention towards me and our future.

insyallah sayang, we will last, have beautiful and charming kids! xx

okay i think this is just over the board of wishing you a fourth month.

hehe, it's good to always have a positive mindset right :-*

i love you baby, thanks for every good deeds that you've shown.

please stay and always be the best out of everything.

we will not give a big celebration today, but soon alright?

you know i don't need much, i just want 

your sincerity and love.

goodnight sweetheart, mwa i love you and only you ❤❤❤